So I've been thinking about quiting the organization that I started and am currently the president of. But this its a very difficult decision. I think that the organization is very important and many people are benefiting from its existence, however it is a tremendous amount of work and for the past few years that I have been working on stuff like this, I have simply not had the energy or time for myself. And as a result I have lost self confidence, a healthy body, my sexy curves, and a trim waistline. By giving all I had and then some to others with my organizations and organizing I have left very little for myself.
I want to gain now a healthy life style, confidence to wear anything I want, my sexiness back and a slim waistline.
So I'm afraid to leave because I think that people would resent me for it. Am I too arrogant in thinking that they couldn't go on without me? Or that they would fail because I'm the only one who can do it right? And then I would be the cause of the organization failing?
I guess that I just have to get over it. If it continues then great, if it doesn't then at least I can say I did something important and stood up for what I believed in.
yes I think I'm ok with that.
I want to gain now a healthy life style, confidence to wear anything I want, my sexiness back and a slim waistline.
So I'm afraid to leave because I think that people would resent me for it. Am I too arrogant in thinking that they couldn't go on without me? Or that they would fail because I'm the only one who can do it right? And then I would be the cause of the organization failing?
I guess that I just have to get over it. If it continues then great, if it doesn't then at least I can say I did something important and stood up for what I believed in.
yes I think I'm ok with that.
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