Here we go

So since my last post, I did quit my organization. I had to deal with a lot of guilt about it, but since the I've told everyone,  I've been feeling so great. I'm finally, for the first time in my life, putting myself first. Here are the commandments for my life

Work out everyday
Drink water everyday
Eat vegetables everyday
Eat fruit everyday
Eat whole grains everyday
Eat meat free everyday

Time for me

So I've been thinking about quiting the organization that I started and am currently the president of. But this its a very difficult decision. I think that the organization is very important and many people are benefiting from its existence, however it is a tremendous amount of work and for the past few years that I have been working on stuff like this, I have simply not had the energy or time for myself. And as a result I have lost self confidence, a healthy body, my sexy curves, and a trim waistline. By giving all I had and then some to others with my organizations and organizing I have left very little for myself.
I want to gain now a healthy life style, confidence to wear anything I want, my sexiness back and a slim waistline.
So I'm afraid to leave because I think that people would resent me for it. Am I too arrogant in thinking that they couldn't go on without me? Or that they would fail because I'm the only one who can do it right? And then I would be the cause of the organization failing?
I guess that I just have to get over it. If it continues then great, if it doesn't then at least I can say I did something important and stood up for what I believed in.
yes  I think I'm ok with that.