Ephiphany

I just had the most amazing epiphany! I came across this photo taken July 3rd of me and my mom. I look at Alisha's face and think how stretched out and stressed her face looks. I then started to feel sad for her that she is suffering. Alisha is suffering in pain. I then start to feel really bad for her because she doesn't see that she is causing her own suffering. Everyone around her wants her to be happy healthy and joyful but she doesn't believe that she deserves it. Why does she think that? Maybe it's because she doesn't think that she's anything special, that she is not worth people's time.
But... Alisha is soooooo unbelievably special. She is so kind to everyone she meets. She makes everyone around her feel comfortable, appreciated, and listened too. She is so loving and supportive. And everyone around her wants her to be happy and free from pain because she has earned it. She is more than deserving of it. Her mother wants her daughter to not have any problems because she knows the pain from problems like that. Parents want their children to be happy so that they will not suffer in pain.

I don't want to feel pain anymore and there is no one in my life who wants me to suffer. Nor is any one causing this pain but me. I deserve to be free from pain.